the illusion of more

As we tiptoe closer and closer to fall, my favorite season, a season of organization, discernment, and letting go, I find myself already craving that energy.

I feel like I’m in a personal season of letting go.
My business is in a season of letting go.

Letting go of doing all the things.
Letting go of the illusion of more.

Let me explain. I am an addict. When I find something I like, I always want more. I always think if a little is good, more is better. I don’t even think it. It’s not a conscious thought. It’s an impulse.

Simultaneous to this, I’ve discovered manifestation. For the longest time, for most of my life, I didn’t know how to get more of what I really wanted so I settled for more numbing.

These last several years though, through getting sober, doing deep inner work, shifting mindsets, getting intentional, and taking aligned action I’ve actually gotten pretty good at manifesting what I really want.

And there’s this manifestation prayer: thank you, more of this please.

And it’s become so ingrained in me that I haven’t stopped to think, do I actually want more of this?

Do I actually want more retreat opportunities? Or am I just super stoked with the exact ones that have come my way?

Do I actually want more aligned markets? Or am I pretty satisfied with the simplicity of the few that I have?

Do I actually want more custom orders? Or am I just really gratified by the ones that naturally come my way?

Do I actually want more cats? Or am I just really into the one we have?

Maybe the prayer is just thank you.

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This may be super obvious to those who don’t always have that more impulse. But to me, this has been a revelation.

This is what I mean when I say letting go of the illusion of more.

Settling more deeply into enough.